i feel alone
and i spent my day with a big fat cow i don't like, i don't respect, is stupid and makes me depress
and i feel more lonely...

i come back at home
to sleep in a bed too big, too cold
and i miss sleeping with her, spending time with her
and my arms hug the empty space her body left one day in my bed

and i just can't remember what was like feeling ok

i feel alone