i'm an outsider

i can't get inside
it may be overbooking,
too many EMOTIONS in one single heart
no place for anything else
no place for anyone else?

i am scared, scared of she living in the hell
and i cannot keep her with me,
safe and sound in my world,
safe in my arms

because she is far, far away,
in a dark and cold place
all alone
and i can't get inside