lately i just feel that everything is wrong

i feel alone
and i spent my day with a big fat cow i don't like, i don't respect, is stupid and makes me depress
and i feel more lonely...

i come back at home
to sleep in a bed too big, too cold
and i miss sleeping with her, spending time with her
and my arms hug the empty space her body left one day in my bed

and i just can't remember what was like feeling ok

i feel alone

cosas que me dan miedo...

... y de las que no hablo con familiares y amigos para no preocuparlos

• que en este país las palizas y violaciones están a la orden del día. Y aún por encima es de noche -y por lo tanto peligroso- a partir de las cinco de la tarde durante la mayor parte del año. Y me da mucho miedo porque al final es un problema de estadística, y con un porcentaje taaaan grande de asaltos, las probabilidades de que te toque aumentan.
  

i like working hard. More than 10 hours together and without stoping it's the perfect amounth. Don't energies for thinking, everywhere hurts, specially the back, but it's worth the reward.

and tomorrow more... and better